**TwinkleStarMum**

i wanted to update my blog at least twice a day or even worse twice a week....but there are so much work to do at office and also at home...i cant even spend 2-3 minutes to create a new post...but today ...sigh...i felt so restless, tension...headache u just name it....
RASA file must be updated, Web must be updated, MPPB things must be cleared, Base module must be checked and PST Science Computer's presentation slides must be reviewed....my CRK is not approved yet and i haven't submit my MC's and CRK....
what the hell is going on...
24 hours is just not enough....!phew....
and yesterday Vit made me hectic and tension whole day long....i was scolding him all the way...
now i felt so sorry for him...
i even said i wan to kick him yesterday....he was so naughty ...not allowing me to do any work ...mind me ANY WORK....come on it's a Sunday but no work can be done at home without beating Vit or scolding him all the way...
what a life....
but now i felt so sorry for him...
i feel so bad to scold him....for beating him...
i remembered how i hold him wholeheartedly whispering all my love for him when he was small
when i see Lit now...i remember Vit..baby how can i be so cruel to u....
oh God, please give me strengthen to go through these time....